hmmm..
i realise i must start to treasure everyone. sigh. sec4s next year alrd huh..? then what'll happen to us when we are sec fours? i rlly dnoe. no more motivation, no more stuffs to look forward to.. sigh. ):
i shld be happy i have such wonderful friends ard me. i mean, I ALREADY AM ! yeah. those always with me.. always there to play with me. gosh i love you guys loads ! <3 yumyum. i'll never get enough of you guys. rahhh :D
so whats bothering me tonight? theres been this haunting feeling ever since i sat in front of the computer since 430+pm.. hmmm. am feeling.. weird? moody? perhaps thats the right word. i cant put a finger onto what im feeling exactly right now.. it's just. weird. yes.
WHY?
no exact idea. perhaps he's.. online? yeah. he's. saw him today. yeah.. ): theres no improvement. i dnoe how long can i take this.. but all that i know is. i miss him truckloads and the feeling is still there <3 going strong. yes. <3<3<3 but i dnoe whats going on between us. no idea.. ): i rlly dont wna cry anymore.
Please take away my anxiety <3
i still love you so much ):
only almost here,
4:47 AM.
